First time part 2

Annyeong...

thank u
4 visiting my blog
hope Yona shi
always b remembered

***

when was
my 1st time
seeing Yong Ha shi..?


the image of
Yong Ha portrait
So Ji Sub
holding

yes
thats how
i met Yona
4 the 1st time


without knowing
im staring
at his portrait

and
4 no reason
my eyes starts to tear up
and
my heart aches

God
HIS SMILE

my whole life
I had never 
ever,
ever
saw
such a beautiful smile

his smile
just made me
speechless

***
from that
moment

my heart
attached to his
soul

I try to
learn about
Yona life
and  his journey
1 by 1

***
well,
its was
the saddest day
ever

both for his family
friends
and of course
for
his fans

and I
always
avoid to talk
about that day

4 me
its so painful

 ***
but
the funny thing is
im not a person
who easily
shed tears 
4 someone

especially
for an actor..??
plus a Hallyu star
its totally not me
at all

those actor/singer
not my family
not my friend
they dont even know me
they dont even want to see me
they cant feed me

so
why would
I even care about them
just
wasting my time and money



***

but
I guess
Park Yong Ha
is a very special person

even I never
met him personally
he already fill my heart

with his tenderness

till this moment
when I think of him
my eyes automatically
watering

such a strange feeling
no one can understand
except his fans

***
Praise to
Allah
4 creating
those amazing smile

Yong Ha shi
im so sorry
for being a person who
incapable to save your soul

i just can miss and
LOVE you
silently

***

p/s: im still working on my blog layout.. not so familiar with all these new blog features..
im still working on it
i'll fix it as soon as posible
sorry 4 any inconvenient







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