thank u
4 visiting my blog
hope Yona shi
always b remembered
***
when was
my 1st time
seeing Yong Ha shi..?
the image of
Yong Ha portrait
So Ji Sub
holding
yes
thats how
i met Yona
4 the 1st time
without knowing
im staring
at his portrait
and
4 no reason
my eyes starts to tear up
and
my heart aches
God
HIS SMILE
my whole life
I had never
ever,
ever
saw
such a beautiful smile
his smile
just made me
speechless
***
from that
moment
my heart
attached to his
soul
I try to
learn about
Yona life
and his journey
1 by 1
***
well,
its was
the saddest day
ever
both for his family
friends
and of course
for
his fans
and I
always
avoid to talk
about that day
4 me
its so painful
***
but
the funny thing is
im not a person
who easily
shed tears
4 someone
especially
for an actor..??
plus a Hallyu star
its totally not me
at all
those actor/singer
not my family
not my friend
they dont even know me
they dont even want to see me
they cant feed me
so
why would
I even care about them
just
wasting my time and money
***
but
I guess
Park Yong Ha
is a very special person
even I never
met him personally
he already fill my heart
with his tenderness
till this moment
when I think of him
my eyes automatically
watering
such a strange feeling
no one can understand
except his fans
***
Praise to
Allah
4 creating
those amazing smile
Yong Ha shi
im so sorry
for being a person who
incapable to save your soul
i just can miss and
LOVE you
silently
***
p/s: im still working on my blog layout.. not so familiar with all these new blog features..
im still working on it
i'll fix it as soon as posible
sorry 4 any inconvenient